It's all just a little bit of history repeating

Or the more things change the more things stay the same.
Another year passes by and celebrations are the traditional drinking / dancing / late night run through of how things could have been different if....
It's the High Fidelity principle in real life, it's feeling unsure, and awkward. And loved. But sometimes in the wrong way. It's recognising your capacity to be bad exists.
It's still so playground.
I question my loyalties again and find them the same in this case. Still definate, destined to be that way. I'm not interested in testing them, because I am so sure. This time.